Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Wednesday, July 7

Tears started to fall in my eyes, I cannot contain but to cry. I wish to be somebody that is free from hurt and pains.

Wipe all my tears, I am listening to YOU.

18 of 196 Days
July 7, 2010

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Tuesday, July 6

What’s in your hand now? How do you feel? Is there anything you need to surrender? Are you happy?

I promise myself to do things that that honor God. As Max Lucado says “If you have no faith in the future, then you have no power in the present. If you have no faith in the life beyond this life, then your present life is going to be powerless. But if you believe in the future and are assured of victory, then there should be a dance in your step and a smile on your face”

I know that there are a lot of things to surrender… I am giving one step at a time, one cry every day, one shout for a change and small faith that can please GOD. My future relies on my present perspective in life, therefore I should cling to God's word and claim his abundant promise.

I should be confident that God already conquered the World and I should claim VICTORY.


Pray hard and Act Now.

1 John 5:4
17 of 196 Days
July 6, 2010

Monday, July 5, 2010

Monday, July 5

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in God and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, my Help and my God. Psalm 42:5


Joyce Meyer said "God gave you your emotions, so it doesn’t work to ignore them completely. You make a big mistake if you refuse to meet any of your emotional needs"

I know that I am holding my emotions, I am a bit upset and angry.. I hope to be well.
Forgive me Lord for feeling this way. I am wishing that tomorrow will give me anew life and joy within.

I want to be strong.


16 of 196 Days
July 5, 2010

Sunday, July 4

Bunlo Church is my comfort zone. I spent my 3 hours in the place for spiritual feeding and prayer. Though I didnt hear the full message yet the Pastor emphasized the importance of Spiritual Discipline to Christians.

I stayed at home and have a full rest. My family and relatives stayed in the house they went to grandfather's house in Tarlac because lolo is sick.

Thank God for the day!

15 of 196 Days
July 4, 2010

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Saturday, July 3

Tired yet meaningful day! I went to school to file my residency for my MA Degree.

Headed to Luntian Paraiso at Guiguinto Bulacan to attend wedding ceremony of my friend Jean Magcawas. The Pastor shared wisdom about marriage, I realized that its really important to pray for the will of God in my life.. because I will spend the rest of my life with him..

I run out of strength, I will rest now.


14 of 196 Days
July 3, 2010

Friday, July 2, 2010

Friday, July 2

Early in the morning, I went out and signed papers at the house of my mentor Ms. Anne Salaya. Afterwards, I went to my dear cessa’s house for breakfast. I spent time shortly and traveled to Makati. Ces and Cessa had breakfast together at Jollibee with our favorite hotcakes.

Afternoon, I had a set appointment however I wasn’t able to come. I know that this is a missed opportunity yet I believe in my heart that God will bless me with something greater than that. A friend of mine said “if its for me, its for me”. Though, there is gnashing of teeth, I would believe in Jeremiah 29:11, he knows the plan and he has good future for me. I went to restroom to PRAY and asked God for direction. God is re assuring me to trust him.

In the evening, Y-AM will be having a monthly gathering in Ortigas.

Meditating Jeremiah 29:11.

13 of 196 Days
July 2, 2010

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Thursday, July 1

Silent. Silent. Silent.

I dreamed this morning about the prayer meeting. It was attended by several people of different organizations. In the dream, I saw myself praying in unworthiness and people are starring at me. Everyone looked and prayed for me.

I cannot detail everything, I know that God is talking to me...

I speak blessing after blessings for this month of July.

And Favor from God. To HIM be the glory forever.


12 OF 196 Days
July 1, 2010